Throwing Away My Prodigal Self [ WMSCOG Christ Ahnsahnghong , Heavely Mother ]

World Mission Society Church of God follow the teaching of Christ Ahnsahnghong and God the Mother who give us Eternal life and forgiveness of sin through the new covenant Passover.
God the Mother lead to our home town heaven and everyday pray for us to be change our likeness to
God's character.
Let's think about Mother's love and sacrifice as below essay.

My mother-in-law has five sons.

The fourth son who was bright and promising was missing for few years.

Every day she cried all night without knowing if he was still alive.

For several times, she looked distrait in front of the house, as she stood there until the sun went down.
After we have tracked his number, we could reach him, but he wasn’t the person that he used to be.
It was heartbreaking seeing him completely dejected, all tinged with awful parts of this world.

Despite of how he had changed, my mother-in-law was so relieved that he came back alive.
However, her son soon felt oppressed by the fettered environment, and so at times he secretly went out with his mother’s money and came back after consuming them all.

At least if he had felt how devastated his family would have been, he wouldn’t have hurt his mother’s heart severely.
Nevertheless, mother-in-law has pity for her son, and thinks that it’s all her fault.
Seeing my mother-in-law, it reminds me of Heavenly Mother.
Though I returned to Her arms because of Her earnest sacrifice and prayer, I quickly forget all about Her. When I see myself indulging in this world, complaining, my heart aches.

I don’t want to be a child that hurts Her heart anymore.
I now want to be a child that knows how to consider Her heart.